The truth (a poem)

You think you're so much better. So much nicer. Its not true. You're just as shallow, and just as conceited. You're not some sort of saint. You're just as bad as him. The only difference is that he never claimed to be a good person.

An entry form the zombie Apocalypse

The sun sets tonight. As red as the stains that mar my cloths. The blood of both friends and family cover my white dress. I came into this fight a girl, with nothing but my guns, and so much fear. I leave a woman, ready to defend what is left of humanity.

Friends???

I have had a few friends in my years of being alive. Some are good friends, some are bad friends, and some I wonder why I call them friends at all. I also know that sometimes once group of friends may not like another group of friends, but I have ALWAYS done my best to make them be nice to each other. I never want any of my friends to feel excluded just because one or two people don't like them. Why is this not true with everyone? How can you set there and watch another person dogging and being just plane rude to someone you clamed is your friend? I think that that means the time has come for everyone involved to reassess themselves. Why are you letting your friends treat each other like shit? Why are you letting your friend’s friends treat you like shit? WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FUCKING DICK??!!?? Think about all of this, let it mull around in your mind for a day or two, then decide, would you want someone to do that to you? I know I don’t.

In FL at the quiz meet. Hoping to kick some nerd butt. Will post pics on fb

I just dont understand why people do things that they know will hurt them. if you know its going to hurt......... DONT DO IT!

Ah. Unrequited love. there is nothing in the world like it. Your so happy to be in love, but you know nothing will change the fact that they dont love you.

WOW this is a first.

For the first time in a long time, I'm having a REALLY good day. I mean you would think it would be a bad day, but truth is I feel great! And I don't think there is a lot that could happen that could make my day suck..... but I'm not about to say nothing can make it suck lol, cuz every time I say that someone says of does something that pisses me off or makes me start acting like a bitch for no reason at all. Oh well, I'm not going to think about what could be going wrong, I will keep my head up and keep thinking happy thoughts. I love being happy, and though I may not be as happy as I would like, I will take advantage of it while I can.