Ok so get this. Im so sick of people bitching about there relationship issues. I just wish they would stfu. It makes me so sick. Man up or shut up.

Like a 12 year old traped in the body of a 23 year old.

I thought I was past all the childishness that I use to deal with when I was younger. I found out today that I was wrong. I have a crush. Yes a crush. Just admitting it makes me feel lame as fuck.
Now I have not had a "crush" since I was like 13. I have liked guys, I have told said guys I like them, or not told them and just moved on with my life. I have had boyfriends, girlfriends, and lovers. I'm a grown woman, what the HELL am I doing having a crush????
Now I know what your thinking. Your thinking, "Sabrina, whats the difference between a crush and liking a guy?" Well I will tell you. When you like a guy, you just like him, sometimes you know why, sometimes you don't, and most of the time you could really care less. A crush though, its when every time that guy is around you think about him, you want so bad to talk to him, but you cant, you just cant!!!! You don't understand whats wrong with you, you have LOTS of guy friends. You don't normally have trouble talking to guys. But now you do.
That's whats going on with me right now. I have a crush on a guy, and I wanna talk to him, but I have no clue how...... dear sweet goddess...... I hate being a girl sometimes.......