Weekly Crochet Update

Got a lot more done in the past week then before, but not as much as I would like.



6/11/12: Finished taking apart scarf. Started on First Mulberry section.
6/12/12: Finished first Mulberry section. Started on first Toasted Almond
section.
6/16/12: Finished first Toasted Almond section. Started on first Nutmeg section
6/17/12: Finished first Nutmeg section.Started on first Sungold section. Undid to row 10 of Toasted Almond section


If you would like to know about my progress every day, follow me on my Crocheting Tumblr.

Crocheting Update

It has been a bit since I posted a Crocheting update. So sorry about that.



6/5/12: Finished first Nutmeg section
6/6/12: Started on first Sungold section. Finished Sungold section. Started
Terra Cotta section.
6/9/12: Started Undoing all progress made up to this point.

Still undoing progress and also rolling up new yarn into balls.

Check out photos and daily updates on my Crocheting Tumblr. I will be crocheting more, just stay tuned!

Why I Crochet

I know there was no Crochet update yesterday. I only started back to crocheting yesterday, and did not make enough progress to really make a blog about.

I got into crocheting last year. I did not make anything until this year. I love to crochet, though sometimes, I stop liking it. That is because I have issues with depression, and I stop liking all the things that I think are fun.
I crochet because it takes my mind off of things, and I just focus on the work. I am not depressed when I crochet. I don't really feel any thing, and that is something I really enjoy.

Monthly Blog Update

Well, today is the first of June, and I suck. I have not been keeping up with my blogs. Or really anything. I have just been so down in the dumps. But that is all changing today.

RPG blogs will be posted EVERY Monday, even if I don't play any, I will post a blog talking about RPGs
Crochet update blogs will be every Tuesday.
Every Wednesday I will post a blog about a topic I love, but I will not let you know what that topic is. It will be random :)

At this time I am working on a book. I can't tell you much, but it is like my baby. I love it and want to bring it to life.

I have not been posting much on Tumblr, and I am not going to post links today. I hate to say it, but I am just not feeling it today. I just feel down. maybe I will post links in another blog later.

Oh, and yes, I am posting on a Friday. I could not make it to Quiz Team today. It sucks.

Interesting info.

I am working on a book! It is going to be a sudo romance novel. I have had the idea to do this for a long time, but the story is only coming to me today, I will keep you posted on what is going on.

Weekly Crocheting Update

5/15/12: Finished first Nutmeg section. Started on first Sungold Section

5/17/12: Finished first Sungold section.

5/18/12: Started on Terra Cotta

5/19/12: Undid all progress up to Toasted Almond

Hate to say it, but I have not gotten a lot of crocheting work done in the last week. I have not been motivated. Hope to get more work done over the next week.

My Path to Weight loss: Day Two

Current Weight: 213lb
Change since last weighed: 1.8lb. The human body weight fluctuates about 1-2 pounds per day due to chemical changes going on inside the body.
Current BMI: 36.43
Time spent Exercising Today: 1hour 39min ( 1Hour walk with Corey, 39Min playing Wii Fit)
Calories Burned Exercising Today: 485

My body ached today. It had been so long since I exercised that my body was not use to it. I pushed through and did what I needed to do. Also, This is a photo of me at my Current weight. I took the pic in my bra and swim trunks so you could really see the weight. Normally I carry my weight quite well, hiding it under shirts and jeans.

Day One of my Job Search

Started looking for a job today. Looked up 5 places online to apply for jobs. I have to go to Huddle House in person to apply for a job. I applied online for a job at McDonald's.  Wild Adventures and Taco Bell require a resume. The job search section of Walmart's website was not working. Since 2 places called for a resume, I typed one up. Will apply to Wild Adventures and Taco Bell tomorrow, also doing a run to get applications in person tomorrow. 

If you know any places in Valdosta Georgia that have job openings, please let me know. 

My Path to Weight loss: Day One

Today was day one of my 30 Day attempt to loose weight. 

Current Weight: 212lb. Not going to lie about it. I am fat, and it sucks. 

Current BMI: 36.13

Amount of Time Spent Exercising Today: 1 hour 32 min ( 32 min playing Wii fit, 1 hour walk with Corey)

Calories Burned Exercising Today: 445 

I will be posting everyday, not just to keep anyone that gives a flip informed, but also to keep myself motivated. 

Something you must know

This may come as a shock to a few people. I am not Christian. I do not worship that god. I respect people who do, and have no ill will for them. I just want to put  it out there, let people know up front that I am, in fact, Pagan. If you can't deal with this fact, that is just find. Stop reading my blog, un-follow me, or stop being my friend.

Weekly Crocheting Update

5/8/12: Half done with first Toasted Almond section. (13 of 26)

5/9/12: Had to undo a lot of the Toasted Almond section.

5/14/12: Finished first Toasted Almond section. started first Nutmeg section

5/35/12: Finished first Nutmeg section. Started on first Sungold Section.

If you would like to see photos of my work almost daily, follow me on Tumblr. If you would like me to make you anything, no matter how big or small, email me at darkevilcupcakes@gmail.com

RPG update!

Friday, after quiz team we played pathfinder. We did not play as long as I would have liked because Corey had to help a girl, we will call her Dino JR, make her character. That's it. we did not go to Alma due to Mothers Day.

Crocheting Update

I am now working on the Dr.Who scarf for my friend Dave.

5-1-12: Started 1st Mulberry section of Dr.Who scarf (5 rows) Finished 1st
Mulberry sectio. Started 1st Toasted Almond Section (26 rows)


5-2-12: Started over with 1st Mulberry section of Dr.Who scarf (5 rows). I felt
it was too wide.

5-3-12: Started over with Mullberry section of Dr.Who scarf (5 rows) twice. 

Finished Mullberry(5 rows)

5-4-12: Started on 1st toasted Almond Section (26 rows)

Over the weekend I got some new yarn and made head bands and a bracelet. Will be posting photos later on my Tumblr. 

Weekly RPG update!!!

I played Pathfinder in Alma this weekend with Corey and a few of my other friends. Well, truth is we did not get a lot of playing done.
Friday we went to Alma to play, joined 2 of the players at KFC, then one of them went home and Corey, myself, and the other player went to his house and we set about doing what little could be done on characters. That was not a lot.
Saturday we woke up at 9 to start playing. The girl who left after eating Friday showed up, the guy who's house we play at was there, as was Corey and myself. The other guy that was to play with us did not show up. He was called. He said he may have work. He then said he did not have work but could not come due to family being over. The 4 of us that were there played a bit. Around 5 we received a call from, we shall call him X, saying he wanted to play with use and that the guy who said family was visiting had lied, he was at X's house at a pool party. Corey, without thinking, told X he could play. The girl playing had to leave at 6:30 for dinner, once X and the liar arrived Corey set about helping X make his character. The girl returned, but did not want to set around bored with nothing to do. She left. Myself, Corey,X,the Liar, and the owner of the house played for a bit, but had to stop due to the fact that the party could do nothing more with out the girl.

That was my weekend of Table Top RPG. If you have any questions hit me up in the comments or on Tumblr.

Monthly Update

A lot is going to be chainging, yet again. I no longer have ads on my blog. Which also means I can no longer make money that way.  I have started back crocheting and will be doing weekly crocheting updates. They will now be posted on Sunday instead of Saturday. I will also now have a Table Top RPG blog every Monday to feel the world in about whats going on with all the games I play over the weekend. I am on the fence about doing Tuesday music blogs. If you liked them, please let me know.

I have deleted the Tumblr that was about music. I almost never used it. I still have my crocheting tumblr where you can see pics of the progress I have made in crocheting every day. I also have my gaming tumblr where I talk about games I play or watch played. I also have my personal tumblr where I post stuff I like. You can also ask me any questions you have there.

Oh, and one last thing. Happy May Day!

Why Blogging is Hard (for me)

I love having this blog, and I love talking about things I think are cool almost ever day. I will admit though, it is not as easy I it seems. Today I will tell you about a few things that make blogging hard for me.

*There are some topics I am afraid to talk about
*I am afraid of offending people. I don't want to hurt any ones feelings.
*I tend to stop doing things if I miss more than one day of doing it.
*Sometimes I feel like "Whats the point?" I mean does anyone but my sister and my friend Dave even read my blog?
*I am a girl, but I know at least one guy reads my blog. There are things guys just DON'T want to read about in a blog.
*There are personal things, that I am cool talking about with friends, that I should never post online.

Well, that's about it. If you have anything to say about any of the reasons I have stated, please feel free to comment below. Also, If you have any ideas for topic you would like be to blog about, leave that in the comments section as well :)

Music Tuesday: Train

I have had this blog ready to be posted for about a month. I freaking LOVE Train's music. Today I will be telling you about the 4 Train songs I love the most. Enjoy!

"Meet Virginia": This was the first Train song I ever heard. Came out in 1998. I was 11. That is also the year my mom died.

"Drops of Jupiter": My old favorite Train song. Came out in 2001. I was 14. A lot of personal stuff happened to me that year. I grew up a lot. This song reminds me of my lost youth.

"Hay, Soul sister": Both Corey and Russell LOVE this song. It came out in 2009. I was 22. That was my first year of college. That is when I met my best friend  and discovered I really like Table Top RPGs. Also this is yet another song I love that was done on Glee.

"Drive By": The newest Train song, and my new favorite. Came out this year. A really awesome song that I just love to sing.

If you would like to know what the next Music Tuesday topic will be before anyone else, follow my Music Tumblr.

Friends: Russell

Yes, this is another blog about a friend of mine. Yes, he said I could write this.

Before I really get to writing a blog about Russell, I should let anyone reading this know... Russell is an awesome guy. He has helped me out a lot. Were it not for him, I would not have a place to live, and for that I am grateful to him. That being said..... Russell is a total dick, and a troll, and a pain in the ass. He has slid down the stairs on his tummy wile singing "All the single ladies" he also likes to stand on the stairs and put his foot in my hair or face. I met Russell in the Clower center at SGC. He is the Story Teller for out World Of Darkness table top RPG.

Well, that is all I am going to say about my dear friend Russell. If I say any more good things his ego might get the better of him, and if I say any more bad things he might put his damn foot in my face.

Weekly Crocheting Update.

4/12/12: Bought purple yarn with sparkly thread woven into it for my  Rarity blanket.


I should point out, that all week I have been working on the white inner border of my Rainbow Dash blanket. I am on row. 11 of 16 of the white section. 


As I was writing this blog I realized I could not find the hook I have been using for my blanket. I most likely wont find it until the people staying at the apartment go home some time tomorrow. This means I will get almost NO work done this weekend. That sucks so freaking hard. 


If you would like to see my crocheting progress from day to day, check out my Crocheting Tumblr. 

Quiz Team

         As you may know, I do not write a blog on Fridays. The reason for that is on Friday's I have Quiz Team practice. It's every Friday (mostly) from noon until around 3pm.
        My 3rd semester at SGC Corey invited me, and I have loved it ever since. It's like Jeopardy, only more awesome! That is mostly do to me being a part of it.
       I have really enjoyed the tournaments in Florida, even though we don't do that great. I have still had a lot of fun.

Well you know the drill, if you have any questions for me, feel free to ask me on my Tumblr.

Music Tuesday: My Chemical Romance

I found out about My Chemical Romance when I was in foster care. A friend of mine online showed them too me. I have been in love ever since. Today I will be shearing with you 5 of there songs that I love the most.

"I'm Not Okay ( I promise)": This is the first MCR song that I ever had played for me. It is off there second album, which was there first album to be a hit.

"Teenagers": From there "The Black Parade" Album, this is a super cool, kinda up beat song, that just makes me feel pumped.

"SING": From there new album "Danger Days" this is a super motivational song. It was even preformed on Glee.

"NaNaNa": Another song off the new album. This to me is the most awesome song ever. It reminds me of Anonymous.

"Cemetery Drive": Unlike the other songs I have told you about today, this song was never a single. It is, though, still a super awesome song!


Well, that's it. My fave songs by My Chemical Romance songs. If you have any questions ask me on my main Tumblr. Also follow my Music Tumble to find out what the Music Tuesday topic will be before anyone else.

Really sorry this post is going up so late today. I have been sick, but I still got it posted before midnight.

Friends: Corey

If you have ever read some of my older posts, you know that a few of my friends have issues with me blogging about them. I understand that. I am lucky enough to have a few friends that are ok with me talking about them.

Today I will be talking about my best friend Corey. He was in my lit first ever class my first semester of college at SGC.  The funny thing is I did not really get to know him until another friend of mine, who at this time shall remain nameless, invited me to attend a GSA meeting. Ever since then me and Corey have became really close friends.

He has taken me in when I had no place else to go, been there for me when I needed help, and he does not laugh too much at my Tourette's.

Not only is he my best friend but he is also my DM/GM or what have you. At the moment we are playing Pathfinder, and soon we will be play testing D&DN (D&D Next)

I also love to watch Corey play video games, which I talk about on my Gaming Tumblr. He is an awesome gamer and is REALLY freaking good at mass effect multiplayer.

Oh and one last thing. The fact that he let me write this blog about him....yeah that should be a point for Team Sabrina in a battle to be Corey's Best Friend.

Happy Easter!

I am 25, I am not Christian, and I have no kids. Easter is not that big a deal for me. Regardless, I still LOVE parts of Easter. I love chocolate bunnies. Mainly white chocolate ones. I can't have a lot of normal chocolate. It makes me a bit sick. I also love to dye eggs.

This year for Easter, I celebrated it on Saturday instead of Sunday. I knew no one would be home Sunday, and the Idea of dyeing eggs alone just sounded so...lame. I have already posted a few photos on my main Tumblr, feel free to check them out!

Sorry from the short blog, but I have a hot date with a bunny now that he is done hiding eggs. See you later :)

Crocheting Update!!!!

I feel like I got nothing done and a lot done at the same time this week.

1st: Finished connecting red,orange,yellow,green,and blue. Started back on the purple.

3rd: Finished purple at 6:30am. I had stayed up all night from the 2nd. Later in the day I started connecting the red,orange,yellow,green,blue and purple. 

4th: Finished connecting the red,orange,yellow,green,blue, and purple. Started adding the white inner border. 

5th: Bought yarn to make a Dr.Who scarf for my friend Dave. The yarn colors I got are Mulberry,Nutmeg,Chocolate,Sungold,Coffee,Terra Cotta, and Toasted Almond. I also bought some heart shaped stitch markers. 

Since the 5th I have been working on the white inner border. I am on row 4 of 24. After I finish with the white inner border I will start on the sky blue outer border. Then when I finish the blanket I will start on the Dr.Who scarf. 

To follow my progress with crocheting, check out my crocheting Tumblr. Also feel free to ask me any questions you have about my projects there. If you have any questions for me, ask me on my main  Tumblr. 

Facebook Games

I love video games. I even have a steam account. (zombiesnowwhite if you wanna add me and play)  What you may or may not know, is that I also play Facebook games. Today's blog is about the Facebook games that I play.

*Castleville. It's not just a FB game with quests. The quests have Dialog and tell a story.

*Fairyland. You get to grow plants,find animals and save the real life rain forest.

*Mall World. You run your own little shop, you buy and sell cloths and accessories and you can compete in fashion shows.

*Wedding Street. You are a wedding planner. You make the dress, the cake, and all the other stuff for the weddings.

*Idle Worship. You get the be the god for little muddling things.

*Slingo. It's slots meets Bingo. Lots of fun!

The FB games that I play tend to change from month to month. Sometimes I add games, sometimes I stop playing games.

If you have any questions, hit me up on my personal tumblr.

Music: Hollywood Undead

Hollywood Undead is my favorite hip-hop/rock band. I found out about them only last year, but in that short time. I have grown to love all of there songs. Today I will share with you my 5 favorite.

"Bullet": From there 3rd album, this song is depressing but it has a very up-beat feel. It's the only song in the world about killing yourself  that makes me feel happy....yeah that is twisted.

"Pour Me":  , this song is really sad. It reminds me of when I was homeless in Savannah.

"No.5": From there first album, this is also the first HU song I was ever introduced to. One of my friends posted the video on facebook.

"Levitate": This song is just amazing. It is a sudo sexy song that I just LOVE to sing. The remix is also amazing. Though I like the original more.

"Coming Back Down": This is the song I want played at my funareal. It's sad, but not too sad, and I love it so much. This is also the only song on the list that has no bad words in it.

Well, that is my list of HU songs that I love the most. If you have any music related questions, hit me up on my music Tumblr, and if you have any questions, hit me up on my personal Tumblr.

Don't feed the troll

If you have been on the internet for more than a week, there is a good chance you know what a troll is. Little known fact, there are trolls in real life too, thought we mostly just call them dicks. Be they online or in real life, I have a few tips that will make dealing with them simpler.

*Never get upset.
The more upset you get, the worse it is going to get. People getting upset is like crack to a troll.

*Never respond.
If you can avoid it, don't reply to anything a troll says. It's like dealing with a middle school bully, just ignore them.

*Learn to laugh it off.
When you get trolled, just laugh it off and try to learn from it.

*Find your own way to deal with trolls.
Not all methods work for everyone or on every troll. Find one that works for you.

Well that's it for today. If you have any questions hit me up on Tumblr.

Monthly Update.

Have made a few more changes with my blog,youtube,and tumblr for the month of April. I also have already decided what the blogs for the month will be.

Blog topics  for the month of April:  Trolls,Hollywood Undead,Facebook Games,Easter,Friends,My Chemical Romance,Quiz Team,World of Darkness,Train,Blogging,Earth Day,Pathfinder,*NSYNC, Social Networking, Google+, Pink.
I will also have a blog on my crocheting progress every Saturday. You can also fallow my daily crocheting progress on my Tumblr dedicated to crocheting.

As far as doing a Vlog on my YouTube Channel, I set a day for it, and then something always comes up that prevents me for doing it. So I will Vlog when I can, but until I find a day that works, I can't set anything in stone. I will update you as soon as anything changes.

Tumblr changes: Still taking questions on my main Tumblr, Doing reviews of games I play or watch played on my gaming Tumblr, I have my crocheting Tumblr, which I have told you about already, I also have a Tumblr dedicated to music. I am thing of doing a Tumblr dedicated to Food, but I have not decided on that yet. If you think I should or should not make a Tumblr dedicated to food, let me know in the comments.

Well, that is it for the monthly update. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me on Tumblr, you can also fallow me on Twitter, leave comments on this blog, or e-mail me at random_tiefling@hotmail.com

Weekly Crochet Update

Another week of crocheting.

24th: Started on green.

25th: Bought white and purple yarn. Got sky blue yarn from room mate's girlfriend.

26th: Finished green. Connected red,orange,yellow,and green. Started on purple. Bought blue. Started on blue.
I had to start on the purple until I could buy the blue later that night. Did not want to waste any time that could be spent crocheting. As soon as I got the blue yarn I started working on it.

28th: Finished blue.

29th: Restarted blue.
When I went to connect the blue with the red,orange,yellow,and green, I realized the blue was WAY to long. I took it apart and started over.

31st: Finished blue. Started back on Purple. Started connecting red,orange,yellow,green,and blue.
The 31st is my sister Candace's daughter Lucia's 1st birthday. I finished the blue but did not take the connected parts of the blanket with me to my sisters, but I did take the purple, so I started on it. When I got home after the party, I started connecting the blue to the rest of the blanket. Have not finished connecting yet.

Well that is the progress I have made so far with crocheting for this week. Sorry the blog is late. Like I said, my sister's daughter's 1st birthday. I did not get home until late, so I did not get much work done on my blanket.

Living With Guys

I live with two guys. Sometimes it's a lot of fun, and sometimes its a pain. Today's blog, is a list of pros and cons of living with guys.

Pro: They love to play video games.
I love to watch other people play video games.

Con: They love to play video games.
Sometimes I don't want to watch people play video games, I wanna do my own thing. Also sometimes they want to talk about games I don't care about.

Pro: Some one to talk to about girls.
Both of the guys I stay with are great to talk to about girls I think are cute.

Con: No one to talk to about guys.
Yeah, they will talk to me about cute girls, but not cute guys. Damn hetro's

Pro: They can almost always cheer me up when I am feeling down.
They are so funny and strange, they really know how to make me laugh.

Con: Sometimes they are the reason I am feeling down.
Guys can be jerks. That is just the way it is.

Well that's it. My pros and cons of living with two crazy guys.

If you have any questions ask me on my Tumblr.

Music Blog: Emo Music

When I was in high school I loved Emo music. Today I am going to share with you 4 songs that, acording to Spotify, are Emo. They are also songs that I love.

"Welcome to the black Parade"  By: My Chemical Romance.
At the time that this song came out, I was living with a guy I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with, I was expecting a child. I got the CD from a friend of mine I worked with in Savannah. Until recently, this is the song I wanted played at my funeral.

"Dear God" By: Avenged Sevenfold.
This song has more of a country feel than most A7X songs. I still love it thought. This is my 2nd favorite A7X song.

"Misery Business" By: Paramore.
Until I started hanging out with my best friend, I did not like Paramore. I guess with him playing it so damn much, I got musical stockholm syndrome.

"The Ballad of Mona Lisa" By: Panic at the Disco.
The first single from there new album. I really love this song. So much so, that I am working on a short story based on the song.

Well, that's it for musical Tuesday! If you have any questions check out my main Tumblr, If you wanna see more of my musical views, check out my musical Tumblr, and if you wan't to fallow me on Twitter.

Changes

Today's blog is to update you to all the changes that will be taking place on this blog, my You Tube channel, and my Tumblr.

*The Tuesday music blogs will be changing a bit.

Instead of what it has been, each blog will be me talking about a band, type of music, or any other music related things I find interesting. They will still be posted every Tuesday though, unless something happens that stops me.

*Every Sat I will be posting a blog to update my progress in any crocheting projects I am working on.

If you would like to see day by day progress check out my crocheting Tumblr.

*I will be posting a blog every day except Wen and Fri.

I don't post a blog on Fri because that is Quiz Team Practice day.

*I will post a Vlog on my You Tube channel every Wen.

that is why there will be no blog on Wen.

*No more Movie Reviews on my You Tube channel.

This is for 2 reasons. Reason 1: I cant talk about a movie with out spoiling it for anyone that wants to see it. Reason 2: I can't use any photos not owned by me if i want to make money using AdSense. (btw I use AdSense on this blog too, so you should be an angel and click any ads you see in this blog :D)

*I have a Tumblr dedicated to music that I like.

Though I don't post on it every day, I do try to.

*I also have a Tumblr for video games I have played or watched played.

I only post on this Tumblr after myself or the person I am watching has completed the game. I also post there every Mon about games being played atm.

Well, that is it as far as changes go. I will update you again if anything changes and I will post on the first of every month about things going on that month in my life. If you would like to ask me any questions, hit me up on my personal Tumblr.

Weekly Crochet Update

I have decided to post a blog each week that tells of the progress I have made in my crocheting projects. If you would like to keep up with my crocheting progress on a daily basses, you can fallow my crocheting tumblr.

March 17th: Started on red section, finished red section, started on orange section.

I got a lot done that day. I stayed up for 24 hours that day. Not to crochet, I just could not sleep, so I did end up getting a lot of work done on the Rainbow Dash Blanket.

March 20th: Finished orange section.

The orange section was a bit bothersome. I lost count of stitches at some point and made it too long.

March 21st: Connect orange section to red section.

More complications with the orange. With it being too long, i thought I would cut off some, and make it the right size. Some how I cut off too much. Though with a little patients I used some yarn I had set aside and fixed the issue, it looks just fine now.

March 22nd: Started on the yellow section.

Was a lot more careful about counting the stitches with the yellow section.

Marchy 23rd: Finished the yellow section, Connect the red orange and yellow section.

It is starting to look more like a rainbow now, though still not like a blanket.

March 24th: Started on green.

Started on the green section this morning.

Well, that's it. One week of progress. It's amazing. In one week I have started on 4 sections, and completed and connected 3 sections. Each section is 7 rows 8 if you count the connection row, and each row is 700 stitches long. This means that so far, not counting the progress I have made on the green section that I have stitched 16,800 stitches in the past week. That is amazing when you think about it.

College Cuisine

As a college kid, you have to eat, but you have to learn to eat foods that don't have a very high price and are easy to cook. I have lived both in the dorms and in an apartment. Today's blog is a list of 5 food that are a must have for all college kids, regardless of living conditions. (Unless you are one of the lucky ones that has parents you can stay with)

1.) Ramen.: Come on, what else did you think would be #1?

2.) Easy Mac Mac : Quick, easy,tasty, and does not take up much space.

3.) Bologna: Maybe not the best sandwich meat in the world, but it is the cheapest.

4.) Instant Oatmeal: It's yummy, quick, and comes in lots of flavors. (apple cinnamon is my favorite)

5.) Pop Tarts: It's not a list of easy to eat foods with out pop tarts. No, you don't need a toaster, they taste just fine un-toasted. Also some taste really good frozen!

Living with Tourette's

I have Tourette's Syndrome . That is a simple fact. What's not a simple thing is living with Tourette's. It made college life for me hard. I was afraid to set in a class room full of people. I have both and oral and a physical. The physical are not quite so bad sometimes, but the oral is ALWAYS bad, even when it's not. Nothing makes you feel like a fool quite like setting in the middle of a lit class and all of a sudden you go "UNNNHNNA" really loud, and than everyone looks at you like you are crazy and moves away from you. Though to make this a bit easier on myself, and so that my professors don't think I am trying to be disruptive, I have started telling them the first day of class that I have Tourette's.

I will say though, that having Tourette's is not all bad. My friends think my tics are funny. Yes, if people I don't know laugh at my Tourette's I feel upset or get pissed, but my friends, they make me feel like my Tourette's makes me special, and they show me why it's funny. Some times I make really funny sounds, like one time, I went "OMMMM NOMMMMM NOMMMM" and sometimes my physical tics make it look like I am dancing.

Well, that is the just of it. If you have any questions, ask me on my tumbler :)

Getting to know Sabrina

There will not be a music blog this week. I only like to do the research for my music blogs when I am alone. I don't like to bother my room mates with music that they may feel sucks.

Instead today you get to find out some interesting facts about me. I am going to give you 10 (ten) facts about me, that you may or may not know.

1.) My full name is Mary Sabrina Elmore

2.) I was born January 1st 1987

3.) My home town is Baxley Georgia

4.) I have Tourette's Syndrome

5.) I am a HUGE fan of My Little Pony Friendship is Magic

6.) My favorite pony from MLP:FiM is Pinky Pie

7.) The pony I am most like (according to my friends) From MLP:FiM is Derpy Hooves. ( because of my Tourette's)

8.) I HATE spiders.

9.) I like cats more than dogs

10.) I love to crochet

Well, that's it. 10 (ten) facts about me.

Music I am feeling this week. (country music week)

Song I play when I am pissed: Truth is, I don't really have a country song that I can play when I am pissed. There are not a lot of really angry country songs.

Songs I forgot I loved: "Alcohol" By: Brad Paisley

"It's your love" By: Tim McGraw

"Strawberry Wine" By: Deana Carter

My love of country music is something I like to keep quite, but its true, I really love it. Mostly the ones that were big when I was a teen.

Song that makes me feel like a woman: "Redneck Woman" By: Gretchen Wilson

I know in my heart I can be a bit of a redneck woman. I can try to hide it and cover it up, but it is a part of me. Just like goth and nerd are parts of me

Songs that make me sad: "Whiskey Lullaby" By: Brad Paisley

Yes, this is the second song on this weeks list by Brad Paisley. Truth is, there are a lot of country songs that make me sad, for the same reason that this one makes me sad. It reminds me of my mom. This one though...it makes me think of my mom, and my dad. Though he did not really die when she did, I know a part of him did. Also the music video is really sad.

Top of the charts song I like: "Just a Kiss" By: Lady Antebellum

I really like Lady Antebellum, though when they first came out I did not think I would.

The day I die

I tend to think a lot about death. Mainly my own. What will happen to me when I die? Not just my soul but also my body. I don't have a plot. Will I be cremated? Who will keep my ashes? If no one keeps them where will they be spread? This is what I want when I die....

Cremate me, spread my ashes in an opening in the woods someplace. Have a memorial service, with NO PREACHER! This is about my life, not saving the souls of the ones I left behind. Also, I am not Christian, so that would just be fucked up to have preaching at my memorial service. There is only one song I want played...."Coming Back Down" By: Hollywood Undead. Not only do I love the song and the band, but it would also be just a great song.

I know this blog is a little sad, perhaps even dark, but that is whats on my mind today.

Music I am feeling this week.

Song I play when I am feeling pissed: "Alien" By: Your Favorite Martian.

This is the only song of his that I really love and could play every day. I can kinda relate to it. I was picked on a LOT in school. I felt like an Alien.

Songs I forgot I loved: "No Rain" By: Blind Melon

"Unbelievable" By: EMF

"I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles)" By: The Proclaimers

I had forgot how much awesome music there was in the 90's.

Song that makes me feel like a woman: "I Touch Myself" By: Divinyls

Yet another song from the 90's. This song is just so......sexy. It makes me feel all sexy and stuffs.

Song that makes me sad: "One Headlight" By: The Wallflowers

I don't play this song much, even though I really love it. It's just so sad to me. Also this is just one more in the long list of songs from the 90's that I am falling in love with all over again.

Top of the charts song I like: "Rollin In The Deep" By: Adele

I feel like I cant have a list of songs I am feeling this week without picking one from the current top 40. The song is just amazing to me. Adele has an amazing voice and I she is a bigger girl, which makes me love her even more.

Thoughts for the Weekend:Some People are Stupid

What gave birth to my "Thoughts for the Weekend" this weekend is the fact that I am not able to understand why girls like Rihanna would stay with or get back with or even just stay in contact with total JERKS like Chris Brown who beat the crap out of them, or cheat on them, or just treat them like crap.

Yes, like almost 1 in 3 women, I have been in an abusive relationship at one point in my life. What I have never understood, is not staying, I understood that because I stayed a LOT longer than I should have, No what I don't understand is going back. Once you get out of the abusive relationship why the HELL would you go back? This is why I think women are stupid.

Also, I cant quite grasp why you would want to stay with some one you don't love. Some one you seem to hate so much that you would physically or psychologically abuse them. Yes, as much as I hate to admit it, I did cheat on a boyfriend once, and as much as I feel the need to defend myself and explain why I would do it in the first place, it was still wrong. Once I also got so upset at another boyfriend that I slapped him. Yet unlike most people who hit someone they love, I did not say I was sorry and beg to be forgiven. I saw the fact that I had just done something that was, not only very wrong, but that was also totally unlike me. In seeing this, I ended the relationship. How could I be with someone that had caused me to respond to him in such as way?

I get it, you cant help who you love. What I don't understand is how you can love someone that keeps hurting you. Someone that only cares about you when it suits them. That to me is why some people are stupid.

Yes, I know this is one of my longer blogs, but I feel strongly about this topic, and I feel this will not be the last blog I do about abuse.

If you or someone you love is being abused, please visit this website, and seek help....Before its too late.

March 2012

Today is the first day of March. A new month, lots of new exciting things for me to do and blog about.

I will be doing Weekend Thoughts every Saturday, sorry I did not post last weekend.

I will have a WTF of the week every week, though I do not know what day that will be on. Most likely what every day something really bugs me.

This month every day I will be posting a photo on Facebook. So that is going to be exciting.

I will also have a Horror Movie Review every Monday on my YouTube Channel.

Well that is all I have planned for the month of March right now. If I start on anything else I will let you know.

WTF of the week: pop music.

If you know me, you know that I love music. I also have a wide range styles of music that I like, from Hollywood Undead to Lady Gaga to Hank Williams.

My issue as of late is the total and complete amount of insanity that has taken over the top 40 music. This all started with "Pumped Up Kicks" by Foster the People. Its super catchy and I just love it! My issue with the song? It is clearly about a kid killing other kids. The hell? Is that something we should be singing out loud as we drive to class or work? The second song that prove my point is "We Are Young" by Fun. I mean come its clearly talking about how he beat his lover. That is not cool. To top it off, they sang it on Glee. Don't think that I am a music Nazi. I'm not. I just have issues with songs that make mass-murder and spousal abuse an OK thing. What next? A song condoning animal abuse or rape? All set to a slow beat with a catchy hook? I really hope not.

Interesting thoughts for the weekend: I love web comics.

I have decided that my topic for today will web comics. There are a few comics that I read every time they come out. One is Least I Could Do, which updates every day. Another that is also from Blind Ferret is Girls With Slingshots. It has a lot of more girl related comics, and that is why I love it. They update Monday-Friday. An awesome, and somewhat underground comic is Slekie, a comic about a cute little fish girl ( slekie ) named Slekie, who is adopted by a human. It Updates Monday and Thursday and is created by Dave Warren. I have done some fan art for his strip in IMVU. My newest web comic read is Holiday Wars, a comic about, well, war within the holidays. No not people fighting over the Holidays, but the holidays themselves fighting. Updates are every Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. I love it so much that I take part in talking about it in the comments. Yet another great comic is Nerf This. Its cute, funny, and Scott Ferguson, the comic writer and artist, is just so funny in the comments section as well as the comic its self. All New Issues is another comic I have only started reading as of late. I like it a lot, though if that were not the case, I would not be talking about it, nor would I keep reading it. All New Issues updates Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Last but not least is Questionable Content. Its a very funny comic that I loved the first time I read it. Well folks, that is the list of web comics that I read every week. Check them out, perhaps you will like some of them. Also if you know any web comics that you think I should check out, leave a link in the comments and I would be more than glad to check it out.

UPDATE!!!!

My hope is that starting Monday I will be posting a Vlog every week day, and a Blog every day on the weekend. To catch people up on what my week has been like. I am also going to start tweeting more.