UPDATE!!!!

My hope is that starting Monday I will be posting a Vlog every week day, and a Blog every day on the weekend. To catch people up on what my week has been like. I am also going to start tweeting more.

progress

Between the first of the year and now I have lost 11 pounds. that's good and I feel a lot better now than I did then. True I still have to lose 86 pounds to reach my goal. I have faith that I can do it. I just have to exercise more. Get out and walk and what not.

Just a few thoughts

Sleep has been avoiding me as of late. I have not had much of a want for food. Been really depressed. Been assessing some relationships. There are people in my life that I really wish were not, but there is noting at all I can do about that. I will hopefully getting my meds today. That should level things out. Make me feel a lot better about being myself. I am hoping for the best.

Stress

I have never been so stressed out in my life. I know everything will work out in the end, but I cant help but have this feeling like the world is just crashing down around me. And as is the norm with my life falling apart..... I am the reason. Hindsight is 20/20 and there is nothing I can do to change the past. All I can do is change the way I do things and move on. Hoping for the best.