Music Tuesday: Train

I have had this blog ready to be posted for about a month. I freaking LOVE Train's music. Today I will be telling you about the 4 Train songs I love the most. Enjoy!

"Meet Virginia": This was the first Train song I ever heard. Came out in 1998. I was 11. That is also the year my mom died.

"Drops of Jupiter": My old favorite Train song. Came out in 2001. I was 14. A lot of personal stuff happened to me that year. I grew up a lot. This song reminds me of my lost youth.

"Hay, Soul sister": Both Corey and Russell LOVE this song. It came out in 2009. I was 22. That was my first year of college. That is when I met my best friend  and discovered I really like Table Top RPGs. Also this is yet another song I love that was done on Glee.

"Drive By": The newest Train song, and my new favorite. Came out this year. A really awesome song that I just love to sing.

If you would like to know what the next Music Tuesday topic will be before anyone else, follow my Music Tumblr.

Friends: Russell

Yes, this is another blog about a friend of mine. Yes, he said I could write this.

Before I really get to writing a blog about Russell, I should let anyone reading this know... Russell is an awesome guy. He has helped me out a lot. Were it not for him, I would not have a place to live, and for that I am grateful to him. That being said..... Russell is a total dick, and a troll, and a pain in the ass. He has slid down the stairs on his tummy wile singing "All the single ladies" he also likes to stand on the stairs and put his foot in my hair or face. I met Russell in the Clower center at SGC. He is the Story Teller for out World Of Darkness table top RPG.

Well, that is all I am going to say about my dear friend Russell. If I say any more good things his ego might get the better of him, and if I say any more bad things he might put his damn foot in my face.

Quiz Team

         As you may know, I do not write a blog on Fridays. The reason for that is on Friday's I have Quiz Team practice. It's every Friday (mostly) from noon until around 3pm.
        My 3rd semester at SGC Corey invited me, and I have loved it ever since. It's like Jeopardy, only more awesome! That is mostly do to me being a part of it.
       I have really enjoyed the tournaments in Florida, even though we don't do that great. I have still had a lot of fun.

Well you know the drill, if you have any questions for me, feel free to ask me on my Tumblr.

Friends: Corey

If you have ever read some of my older posts, you know that a few of my friends have issues with me blogging about them. I understand that. I am lucky enough to have a few friends that are ok with me talking about them.

Today I will be talking about my best friend Corey. He was in my lit first ever class my first semester of college at SGC.  The funny thing is I did not really get to know him until another friend of mine, who at this time shall remain nameless, invited me to attend a GSA meeting. Ever since then me and Corey have became really close friends.

He has taken me in when I had no place else to go, been there for me when I needed help, and he does not laugh too much at my Tourette's.

Not only is he my best friend but he is also my DM/GM or what have you. At the moment we are playing Pathfinder, and soon we will be play testing D&DN (D&D Next)

I also love to watch Corey play video games, which I talk about on my Gaming Tumblr. He is an awesome gamer and is REALLY freaking good at mass effect multiplayer.

Oh and one last thing. The fact that he let me write this blog about him....yeah that should be a point for Team Sabrina in a battle to be Corey's Best Friend.

found a poem

I was going through some of my notes and what not from my first samester, and I found a poem that I will now share with you.

I want to laugh,cry,scream.and just end it all. I don't ever wanna be apart, but just being near you is killing me. Sometimes I don't know what to do. Do I tell you again how I feel? Make you feel odd because you dont feel the same. Do I just let it go and be happy with what I have? I feel like I could be ok with what we have now. I just need to get in and saty in the mind set that this is not love. This is just tow people who care about each other the way all friends should.

Yep that's my poem, I know it does not rhyme, but it is a poem none the less.

Just a few thoughts

Sleep has been avoiding me as of late. I have not had much of a want for food. Been really depressed. Been assessing some relationships. There are people in my life that I really wish were not, but there is noting at all I can do about that. I will hopefully getting my meds today. That should level things out. Make me feel a lot better about being myself. I am hoping for the best.

Useless

Sometimes I feel like I'm not good at anything at all. Every time I try to do something, someone, most times a friend of mine, tells me strait up or hints at the fact that I suck at what ever it is that I'm trying to do. I know they don't mean to hurt me, and I know they care about me, but it still hurts like hell. Just knowing that nothing I try to do, or enjoy doing is worth it because suck. They think that by telling me how much I suck that is going to help me do better, but its not true. All they do is make me want to do what ever it is ever again.

An entry form the zombie Apocalypse

The sun sets tonight. As red as the stains that mar my cloths. The blood of both friends and family cover my white dress. I came into this fight a girl, with nothing but my guns, and so much fear. I leave a woman, ready to defend what is left of humanity.

Friends???

I have had a few friends in my years of being alive. Some are good friends, some are bad friends, and some I wonder why I call them friends at all. I also know that sometimes once group of friends may not like another group of friends, but I have ALWAYS done my best to make them be nice to each other. I never want any of my friends to feel excluded just because one or two people don't like them. Why is this not true with everyone? How can you set there and watch another person dogging and being just plane rude to someone you clamed is your friend? I think that that means the time has come for everyone involved to reassess themselves. Why are you letting your friends treat each other like shit? Why are you letting your friend’s friends treat you like shit? WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FUCKING DICK??!!?? Think about all of this, let it mull around in your mind for a day or two, then decide, would you want someone to do that to you? I know I don’t.